lalalas~ went to play basketball for like 15 mins with yvonne yesterday. got trashed by little kids -.-" they were like 8 yrs old? and we were like 15? and the score was 11 to 0. trash like siao man. we nv even touch the ball lar. -.-"

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ok. i'm back home anyone missed me? hahas. went to HK for 5 days and went straight to chalet after that so i was gone for abt 6 days(: anyway~ here's what happened...

first day: met kimkim early in the morning and went to the airport together. got down at the wrong stop and had to take another bus to the airport -.-" reached the meeting place early and so we had to sit down and wait.LOL. anyway. board the bus and sat with quanwei.watched evan almighty and south park.LOL. anyway. when the plane was decending my ears hurts like hell man! and my ear was blocked until the next morning :( hahas. went to pageone book shop as soon as we decended. bought 2 books at the bookshop. one for me and one for my bro. hahas. i'm a nice sister(: had dinner after that. didn't it much coz the food not nice. hahas. went back to the hotel got some problems with the rooming so in the end i ended up with sultana. hais. but oh well~

second day: went to the HK schools. first went to fukkuang(?) secondary sch. after a brief tour and what's not we went to join their lesson. my grp had to join a PE class and play shuttlecock which is exactly the same as chaptei(?) had fun coz i didn't know how to play. hahas. after that went to bishop hall jubilee school. had fun at their school because we were split into smaller groups and get to go around more freely as well as join their lesson. i went to a history class and they were just starting on the Cold War which i will be starting next yr. their SBQ are so easy man. and they thought it was difficult -.-" anyway. after the walk and all we were told to meet at the hall again. and interact with the student leaders. at first it was really awkward but in the end i chatted a lot with one of the guys and the "hot" english teacher. hahas. went for shopping at night but didn't buy anything. oh well~

third day: went for sight seeing at one of the mountains. it was cold but i took off the jacket coz the wind was really nice. hahas. i'm mad i know. xD went to one of the town owned by a rich business man after that and bought an addidas shoe and a pair of sunglasses. hahas. aft tt went to the beach took some photos and had fun:) went shopping at night again. but i didn't buy anything because there is nothing to buy. LOL.

fourth day: went to ocean park (: the aquarium there was great! there was a large variety of sea creatures and brief details about all the fishes. i especially loved the jelly fishes and seahorses. so nice man! hahas. anyway. aft tt we went to take the thrilling rides which turned out to be boring. hais. no kick man!! had lunch with the teachers and went to watch the dolphin show. personally, i think that making animals perform is really cruel. they shouldn't do that... hais. went to shop AGAIN at night. LOL. i went with kimkim and ili. after ili and kimkim bought the things they wanted, we realised we still had quite some time so we went to starbucks to slack. and i beat kimkim at chess! hahas. and that idiot bought us to mongkok went we were supposed to meet at kowlong. smart right? lol.

fifth day: sleep!! hahas. was really tired so slept in until abt 10 and packed my bag. then went to the lobby and we were off to the airport. sat with farhan on the plane. watched simpson movie. so lame man! hahas. fell asleep while watching harry potter halfway. hahas. went we reached singapore kimkim and i took a cab back and his aunt paid. LOL. packed some stuff and went to the chalet. played at the arcade and crapped a lot at night. i was the first to sleep. hahas. keep waking up coz they were talking and all. LOL.

sixth day: went to wild wild wet with geraldine, vanessa, jomaine, hongying, melvin, fabian, mus, leon and dennis. it was the first time i was there so enjoyed myself ar. but it was boring. hais. i must say singapore has no fun places!! anyway, we were stuck at wild wild wet because those with the chalet keys went to simei to play lan -.-" stupid right? hais. went we reached back to the chalet, i went to bath and SLEEP again. LOL. too tired already. hahas. went i woke up they were telling ghost stories so i told my own as well. hahas. aft tt had BBQ but i didn't eat much. LOL. played the same game and i got bored so went to drink outside the chalet. my face turned red and everyone said i was drunk o.0 played drunk and then went to the arcade. hahas. aft tt went back to the chalet and watched TV until 11 then took a cab home with kimkim. LOL!

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wee~ i'm here again. hahas.

went to play basketball early in the morning. i play so rough sia. keep hitting ppl :( sry sk and aaron!! anyway. got dizzy after the first match for dunno wad reason. LOL. played until abt 12 and everyone left. then me and sk went to eat. smart sia. i left my wallet at home -.-" i'm off to hk tmr and chalet after tt(i think). so i won't update for a week =) no more rantings here for a week. hahas. u guys dun have to see me also. aren't you happy? xD(please ignore me. i'm kinda high now since i haven't even packed my luggage yet!! stress!!)

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if only i've got enough guts to own up to my own mistakes. if only i had own up then, perharps, all this guilt and hatred will go away. i wonder if this is why i helped them, to run away from all this guilt and hatred. i'm sorry you had to go through this with me. will it be better if i get out of your life and allow you to forget all this happened?

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ok. time for daily ranting. hahas.

went out to help kenny celebrate his birthday. was supposed to meet at 1.30 but the one who organised the outing was late. and he is the only one that is late. LOL. watched the BEE MOVIE. hahas. the movie was at 3.10 so we had nearly 1hr before the show start and got nth to do. LOL. so we had to play at the arcade -.-" so sian. hahas. anyway. the movie was funny. and the whole cinema almost half filled with kids. so noisy man. throughout the whole movie i keep hearing a little boy's voice. so cute man xD after tt went to eat pastamania. lols. after eating dunno whr to go so we were just standing arnd and talking. then nuanting said to joey that frm thursday onwards dun have to see me. then i just turn and walk away. hahas. when nuanting and joey saw me walk away their expression so funny sia! hahas. they thought i angry sia. LOL. i was actually going to popular to buy my A maths text book. hahas. funny sia. anyway. aft tt i went to my grand's hus =)

btw, since my birthday is coming can someone please help me get a small sharp but thin knife? pretty please~ hahas.

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went to play basketball again today. and i fell down and hurt my leg AGAIN. smart right? always fall down and hurt my leg. enough sad talk now. hahas. anyway. i had fun today(: lalalas~ i found out that i really like basketball. but sadly i too noob liao ar. always lose + fall down. hais. sprained my ankle today -.-" was supposed to go to josette's hus to do the stupid SS proj de webskin. but coz of my leg plus i was too tired so nv go. hais. i feel bad. coz everytime say wan go her hus always end up nv go. hais =(

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just came back frm playing basketball. i'm tired man. LOL. anyway. when i reached only shenyee and aaron was there. so i watched them play. then aaron suggested playing 2 on 1. the two of them against me! decided not to play coz they confirm will trash de. hahas. then sk came. so we played 2 vs 2. first match. aaron and i VS shenyee and sk. they won. second match. shenyee and i VS sk and aaron. we won. last match sk and i VS shenyee and aaron. they won lar. but for the first 5 min they nv touch ball at all. hahas. rest a while then play again. same sequence lar and same thing happen. but last match sk and i won aaron and shenyee!! WOOT! 7:5!! hahas. it's a miracle! hahas. anyway. aft tt we played 1 on 1. and i had to play with shenyee. that idiot so tall lar -.-" got trashed. 7 : 1 and tt one ball is he let me shoot in de -.-". aft tt is sk and aaron. the two of them play so long sia. but in the end aaron won. so he had to play with shenyee. shenyee won aaron 7 : 1 also. LOL. shenyee too pro liao. hahas

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lies, lies and more lies. just how long do i have to keep on pretending i don't care? i'm sick and tired of lying to everyone and to myself. tears, it's so very easy to cry but so hard to stop. ha. how many people out there thinks i'm strong-willed? and just how many actually knows if i'm strong-willed or not? i wonder.. lies.. such a wonderful yet harmful thing. it can protect you and harm others at the same time. how many people have used it to harm others on purpose and how many have unknowingly hurt those around them with careless lies? the truth is the same, a double-edge sword that can use to hurt and to protect. who can really draw a line between what's the truth and what's a lie? is a half truth considered a lie? what if the truth is all just a lie?

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went out with phyllis and jiamin today. have been a while since i've seen them. hahas. more than 1 and a half yr already o.0 anyway. was supposed to meet at 1.30 but phyllis called me at 1.30 and told me she just woke up. smart right? hahas. went to marina and ate sakae since i asked them out because i wanted to eat sushi! hahas. went to peninsula coz phyllis wanted to buy skinny jeans. walked around abit also lar. hahas. aft tt went to funan coz i wanted to buy earphones. it was so difficult to find lar. LOL. in the end went to challenger to buy. hahas. btw the time we boarded the train already 7 liao. LOL!

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i'm here to blog because my dasao asked me to. LOL

anyway. was totally bored at home today. didn't go out at all because i was out almost everyday last week. and going out on thurs again. so needa save money ar. hahas. watched prince hours since i have nth better to do. since i just finished a book and i want to relax a while before i read again. hahas. oh yar~ i can't find my e maths holiday hw which i've COMPLETED :( and i can't do my hist at all :( my brain is rusty liao man. i can't infer at all!

someone HELP ME!! :'(

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can anyone teach me how to play badminton?

LOL. went out with selina lynette and kimkim to play badminton. i was supposed to meet nette and sel at the bus stop but sadly, they forgot to stop at the right stop. therefore i had to go to the other bus stop to meet them. LOL. anyway. when we finally reached the CC we realised there was no net. we only managed to play for like 20mins because we were all late including kimkim. LOL. anyway. played for a while and i totally sucked at it :'( aft tt went in search for bubble tea which we couldn't find. LOL. went to tampines mall to wall in our class tees. LOL. so ugly man! anyway. i saw jiamin's bro AGAIN. why everytime i go to tm i will see him de? -.-"

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smart bodoh! today is siao one sia. morn went to manda's hus get my bike coz afternoon going cycling with ting. realised that one of my bike is layered with dust and both wheels of the bike completely no air. LOL. too long nv take the bike out liao o.0 anyway. argued with ting abt whr to go. coz i refused to go to EastCoast. budden... as usual i gave in to her -.-" smart bodoh. she is the only one who can get me to keep giving in to her. hate her lar!! and the stupid ECP was so far lar. cycle until i tired like wad lar. DOTS! i dun like ting lar.

which has rice as hard as rock. DOTS man. again..ting's fault.. cycled to parkway too. cycled on the road and the weather was burning hot man! anyway. went to parkway and walk stopped to eat at bedok food center which doesn't have anything nice to eat. i ate nasilemakarnd for a while went back to bedok food center there coz ting wanted to buy donuts. i bought some too(: hahas. anyway have any of u tried cycling while balancing one box of donuts(2 box in ting's case)? fucking difficult siao. but i did an ok job. the donuts didn't smash into one another and all that unlike ting. since i was balancing it with one hand and controlling the bike with the other. btw. my left hand maneuver is much better than my right. LOL. Ting was trying to balance the donuts while hanging it on the handle. which is a wrong move coz the donuts flew upward and smash into each other as well as the box when we were going down hill. by the time i reach home my fingers hurts like hell. but it was fun. though i still want to say this...

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wee~ i'm really really bored! i can't stand it man! so sian!! can somebody tell me can do wad to pass time? LOL! i too bored le lar. sian!! anyway...went to watch movie today. went to see stardust. also thinking abt some stuff but at least i was playing attention. the show quite nice ar. very action pack most of the time the show really interesting. hahas.

i know what i want for birthday already. i want YOU! but i don't think i can get it though :(

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lalalas~ i'm BORED!!

had a maths bridging today and was really bored. hahas. went for hist and found out that only 7 ppl went for geog. pro sia. there's 10 ppl in hist and 8 turned up. from this we can see that history students are GUAI! hahas. anyway. aft tt went to bugis. was supposed to go buy bag ar. but went to watch movie instead. watched the game plan. didn't pay much attention to the last 30 mins coz was thinking abt something. o well~ but it was a nice show(:

- my leg hurts!
ps: kaijing is a winny brat.

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i'm bored :(

anyway. went to shenyee's hus to play basketball today. abit no mood ar. hahas. first match is me and yanlong vs aaron and shenyee. sian man!! they bully like siao lar. but still manged to score 6 balls. so in the end is 6 : 21 -.-" second match me and shenyee vs aaron and yanlong. i like useless like tt ar. so end up 11 : 7. we won lar. but sian i feel so useless :'( last match i played is me yanlong and aaron VS sk shenyee and nuanting. no mood play ar. coz i going soon. so useless again. hahas. fell down and my knee bleed. everyone asking me to go wash my legs but i dun wanna wash coz very pain. hahas. aft tt went to arina's hus to change clothes and went to ikea to eat. hahas. den went to giant coz arina wan see FBT. bought sushi!! hahas. anyway. i brought a black and pink FBT shirt which is supposed to be for MEN and a curve cut shorts while arina bought a straight cut short. but i still feel guilty for pangsehing nuanting. coz she just come den i go liao. sorry jie jie. hahas(:

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went to manda's hus to help jess celebrate her birthday today(:

but before that.. woke up late for lesson :( had A maths at 9.15 but i only woke up at 8.50 so faster bath den cycle to sch. so fuck sia. couldn't find my comb :(( but nvm wasn't late(: hahas. aft a maths went to eat with nette mahirah and geraldine. den later on we went to popular go buy present for jess. geraldine went bak first den me nette and mahirah slack at whitesands. they wanted to buy bra for my birthday T.T anyway. aft tt went to manda's hus waited for jess till nearly 3 den manda went to fetch xiaoxian and get the food frm him also. i saw them come back lar. but jess not observant so she was really surprise to see xiaoxian. hahas. anyway. ate cake and watch ZJYB played cards aft tt. won abt $25 by playing blackjack. hahas. poor xiaoxian lost more than $40(: anyway. went to eat pastamania much to my dislike. hahas. but it was fun. make a smiley face with the sauce too. hahas(:

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